Unrequited Love

So we've all gone through it at some point right? Actually probably not. I think there are those of you lucky enough to not have suffered this pain. For those of you that have, here are some really relevant lyrics from one of my favourite songs by Jason Mraz, 'If it Kills Me', I love this song cos it expresses how I feel so perfectly.  I'll talk more about my situation in another entry.

Jason Mraz - If it Kills Me

Hello, tell me you know 
Yeah, you figured me out 
Something gave it away 
And it would be such a beautiful moment 
To see the look on your face 
To know that I know that you know now 

And baby that’s a case of my wishful thinking 
You know nothing 
Cause you and I 
Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and 
We get along much better 
Than you and your boyfriend 

Well all I really wanna do is love you 
A kind much closer than friends use 
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through 
And all I really want from you is to feel me 
As the feeling inside keeps building 
And I will find a way to you if it kills me 
If it kills me 

Well how long, can I go on like this, 
Wishing to kiss you, 
Before I rightly explode? 
This double life I lead isn’t healthy for me 
In fact it makes me nervous 
If I get caught I could be risking it all 

Baby there’s a lot that I miss 
In case I’m wrong 

Well all I really wanna do is love you 
A kind much closer than friends use 
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through 
And all I really want from you is to feel me 
As the feeling inside keeps building 
And I will find a way to you if it kills me 
If it kills me 

If I should be so bold 
I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand 
Tell you from the start how I’ve longed to be your man 
But I never said I would 
I guess I’m gonna miss my chance again 

All I really wanna do is love you 
A kind much closer than friends use 
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through 
And all I really want from you is to feel me 
As the feeling inside keeps building 
And I will find a way to you if it kills me 
If it kills me 
If it kills me 
I think it might kill me 

And all I really want from you is to feel me 
It’s a feeling inside that keeps building 
And I will find a way to you if it kills me 
If it kills me 
If it kills me 
It might kill me